Gosh, it's been a while, hasn't it? I've not been too active here since I've mostly been focusing on my writing and preparing myself for college. This is it! This is the month! I'll be heading off all on my own by the 28th. New scenery (sort of), new room, new classes, new friends, new, new, new, new, NEW!
It's scary and exciting all at once.
Secondlyyyy, I really want to keep in touch with people. I'm kind of sporadic here as well as email, but if anyone has a Tumblr or Skype, I'd love to share.
It's crazy. I feel like I'm leaving everyone behind. I know, I know, it's no big deal. Most everyone goes to college at some point, I'm not the only nineteen year old out there and I definitely won't be going as far as some people, but this is a big thing for me! Aside from the adventure that was Ireland and the UK (still can't believe I got to do that; it had to be a dream), I don't go very far from home very often. Gosh, I don't get out of the house very much, come to think of it. I'm always in my room with my books, like a little hermitess.
Which is kinda understandable given my anxiety and social awkwardness. I'm just really bad with people and social situations in general.
I'm going to make these years worth it. I'm going to do stuff, I'm going to work on my confidence and self-esteem, I'm going to speak my mind, I'm going to do more and see more. I'm not going to be afraid to make friends. Things are going to be better.
This is what I hope for anyway.
In other news, I've also started watching Broadchurch. Only the first episode is up on YouTube and it's just started airing on BBC America, but wow.
That first episode hurt my soul.