I've met up with a few friends, got out of the house, and I feel a little better about myself/my relationships. A little. I'm still kinda paranoid that we're drifting.
I've just felt frustrated lately. I don't know why and I'm sure no one wants to hear it. XD But thank you all for sticking with me and being okay with my hiatuses. Everything is just sort of going crazy. It kind of feels like when you're holding someone's hand, but they're running so much faster than you are so you're sort of stumbling and jumping trying to keep up. Everything is moving so fast that all you can do is hold their hand as tight as you can because they're going to keep running with or without you.
Er... that analogy sounded a lot better in my head, I promise. p:
Anyhow, big shout out to everyone. I love y'all.